Entry 1

I fell in love with a friend of mine that doesn't like me back. He clearly said to me that he's not attracted to me in that sense and hope for me to find a better man. He's too kind that the way he worded it makes me broke me even more. It's very painful to know that he can never look at me the way I look at him. But I want to keep loving him, because I don't think I can give my heart to anyone else. And when the time comes when he finds someone he loves, I'll be grieving in sorrow, quietly, just like what I'm doing right now, putting on a facade. 

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